I find myself in the unique position of not fitting in with my peers. Yeah, right like a band geek has ever fit in. That's right, a band geek. That includes college. Only in college i was only 6 degrees away from being cool. i was that kid that was always wearing last decades clothes. Now instead of clothes it's the internet. i have 4 adult and nearly adult kids who can do anything on the internet while i am still struggling how to fully use my email. It's humiliating. i noticed as i type i often use the lower case i when speaking in first person. It's quite unintentional but i believe it says volumes of where i stand inside technology. It's all very Freudian.
The goal is to continue to write my big self important thoughts on my spiral notebook with the pen that my dog chewed up and then transcribe them here where i will butcher them into cyberspace with bad typing and knotted feet. One day very soon i will fit in just in time for this to all morph into something quite different like tapping brain waves with little wires implanted by computer geeks in mega marts instead of this archaic thinking and typing. For now I will continue to feel like such a baby...