- Get ready for cocktail book release party on 17th in Houston
- Get media kits ready for party
- Obsess over low ranking on Amazon.com
- Lie in fetal position and cry like a child due to previously low rankings
- Berate myself for crying like a child
- Get back to getting ready for party
- Write in morning random babbling that will later be ripped apart to form stories
- Throw notebook across room after abject frustration sets in
- Go back and obsess about rankings again
- Pace like a wild animal trying to come up with subjects to write about
- Look through want ads for a "real" job and stop this writing nonsense
- Remember I am my happiest when I write
- Do writing exercises to increase brain flow
- Look up 3 hours later and realize I have written another story
- Look at the house that needs cleaning and wish for a maid
- Make dinner because I have to or the family will starve, since no one can find their way to the fridge
- Think about how hard Mike has to work in order for me to do this
- Feel overwhelmed and guilty and go back to the fetal position
- Obsess over rankings and pray that someone discovers me
- Look around and realize I won't succeed if I don't try
- Try harder
- Try again
- Keep trying
- Remember that my family loves me and wants me to be happy
- Be happy!
Tomorrow is another day and another list. As long as I continue to wake up, there is hope.
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